U mad?

This always makes me laugh (σﾟ∀ﾟ)σ

Plus

'....See, I'm real, I do it all, it's all me

I'm not fake, don't ever call me lazy

I won't stay put, give me the chance to be free

Suffolk sadly seems to sort of suffocate me

Cos you need me, man, I don't need you...'

Ed Sheeran - You Need Me

'...And they say

She's in the Class A Team

Stuck in her daydream

Been this way since 18

But lately her face seems

Slowly sinking, wasting

Crumbling like pastries

And they scream

The worst things in life come free to us

Cos we're just under the upper-hand

And go mad for a couple of grams...'

Ed Sheeran - The A Team

my currently favorite songs from Ed Sheeran ♥♥

these lyrics are not related to me or my feelings in any way, but these are just the truth in life

Ed Sheeran is a British singer and he sings so beautifully. His album, Plus, is amazing too.

by far one of the greatest albums I've ever listened to (aside from Adele's).

highly recommended. go download it!!

haunting thoughts

hello. this morning I read many blogs of my friends'.

there are 3 blogs I read that discuss the same thing. the 'cheat' thing.

those are Zulfa's blog, Nindy's blog, and Rian's.

and I know who started it.... ZULFAAAA. you're like a heroine at this point.

I am so with you guys.

I know I've been there. I know I've made the same mistakes.

but I realize what I did was wrong and once you realize, you gotta do something right?

and what I do now is leave that thing. I don't want to look back.

remember...

when you're proud of the result, despite the 'cheat' you've done, there are always your parents who believe in you and become as proud as you are.... without knowing the truth

imagine if your parents knew the truth, what would they do? what would they feel?

if I were one of your parents and knew the truth.... I don't know what I'd do.

but if I were you, I would stop that thing... at least I would try to.

this happens. a lot.

You know what's awkward?

Seeing someone you used to be close to, but don’t talk to anymore. You kind of just look at each other, and maybe say hi, or just walk away and pretend you never saw them. You act like you never even knew each other to begin with, like strangers.

taken from tumblr

guess I'm not alone

Have you ever felt like you're alone?

I have.

sometimes because I really am alone.

sometimes it's from the usual things, what I do.

sometimes I think that I'm the only who does that, or who thinks that way...

and sometimes when there are so many people around me, I still feel alone. or, well lonely.

I don't regret any of that. maybe you guys just don't understand, or don't see

me that way.

and I don't ask you to understand about me, just do what you have to do.

because that's just the way I am.